SmurfJ

So I don't ever really write about how I feel at any given point.  But right now i need to.  So ive come to the realization that at school, i dont care about my work.  Im slacking seriously way too much and i need to step it up, but cannot find any motivation.  Im feeling a sense of dislike toward my school and my roommate and am having a sense of regret coming here, where it seems all of my friends are having so much fun at school...  Im hoping this is just the winter.

So i drew that picture of the squid on my desk.  The teacher found out and told me to clean it.  I did what anyone with a sentimental attachment to his art woudl do, snuck around it.  I switched the desk with a clean one into a room where the teacher was cool with it.  I hadnt had much time to work on it in the past week (i could only work on it after school) due to prior commitments.  Thursday i walked into that room, and the desk was gone.  The Janitors must have moved it.  I looked around the school for about a half hour.  I didn't want to ask a janitor what had happened to it... but i think it will come down to that.  I cannot believe it